Thursday, April 21, 2011
Today I am taking some time for me.
I will not apologize.
I will not feel guilty, knowing that if I DON'T - then I will feel very guilty over the person I will become (it only takes a few hours for me to turn into a giant ball of We-Really-Wish-She-Would-Go-Away).
This morning my kids are starting on some of their things, and I will stay right here on my bed. They will fight, and I will probably referee from here ... but I'm not budging for awhile.
I put on my favorite pants.
I put on my favorite black cami from The Buckle, which is now what I like to call "beautifully faded wanna-be black."
I am going to attempt to learn a Ben Lee song on my guitar.
I am not going to clean up the mess around my bed.
I am not going to declutter a room.
I am going to take some Vitamin C and then make a giant cup of coffee.
This morning I am going to take some time for me so I can be better.